Missing Busha

A couple of nights ago when I was putting Mitchell to be and 'sleeping with him one minute', he asked me where Busha lives? I told him a little far away, where fast Grandpa lives. He said one day can we go visit her? I said she was in heaven, and he told me 'I want her to come back and visit her at her house'. Breaks my heart that my children won't have the great experience of knowing my mom. Not a day goes by that this doesn't tear me up inside.